Sound of Silence

I did a lot today,

As planning..

Except..keluar rumah 🤓

Since that accident, 

The confident level of mine

Dropped..

If and only if,

I have a choice,

I’m not going to drive anymore 😪

Back to me,

Who staying inside,

No meeting with human being,

Is it bad?

I keep minimising my needs

I survive will all i already had

I create billion reasons not to go out..

I just want to be with myself only.

Silence is the most comfortable sound.

Please stop speaking,

Please stop asking,

Just let me breath through,

And let the silence heal it.

Still Breathing

I’ve been in silence for so looonng..

Before, writing used to be my hobby

I don’t know when writing started to be a burden

The hobby that i disgrace

As all the things that i wanted to forget

Is written so well..

As i read what i wrote years back

That feeling keep coming back

Then i stop to write down what saddened my heart

And now after 2 years plus i’ve stop writing

I feel like i’m less human

I can’t recall why i felt that way

I loss myself in the transition

I’m ruined..

I hate crowd..so this place suited me best..

I wish to write again

About everything

So i can feel like i’m still breathing