How I Wish..

how I wish

you can be here in my shoes

so that you can feel exactly what I feel

how I wish

you'll crying all the way

when knowing that I'll never come back

how I wish

your heart will hurt the same

as much as my heart hurt

how I wish

I can say PLEASE STAY THERE, AT LEAST FOR A WHILE

just want to know that I have someone beside me when I cry

how I wish

I can say NO straight to your face

every time you need to cut off the phone because of something else

how I wish

someday you'll regretting because you let me go just like that

and you'll crying a lot more than I do

how I wish

I never have these kind of people in my life

people who I really care and love

but

never do the same thing and ignore my feeling..

and I did realise that

I can't

really can't

because

I LOVE YOU

more than I love myself..

so just let me cry for letting you to hurt me continuously..

I'm sorry because I hate you

but deep inside this small heart

the LOVE is so great for you..